What Can I Say?
What can I say? I am looking forward to this baby. I said that. I’m excited. I said that. I think that I have said everything on my heart and mind when it comes to this baby. And it’s only 22 weeks in.
I think that I have reached the point… how can I say it… I’m tired of talking (or in this case writing) about when the baby arrives. I want the baby to be here already. Or maybe I can write about something else. No. The baby is the only thing that I’m thinking about; the only thing that I am planning for. No disrespect to my family or friends, but the baby dominates my days and nights. I want this soooooooo much. It is scary because I can’t think of anything in my life that I’ve wanted so bad.
O.K. I said it. I want this baby. I love this baby. For years I’ve been praying for this baby. And for the longest time I was afraid to ask for this baby. But now I am at the point that I want the baby so bad that it is wearing me down from thinking about it all of time. And it’s only 22 weeks into the pregnancy.
I’m trying to control my emotions. It’s hard. Everywhere I see children. I work with children. There are children in my church, at the stores, and in the restaurants. They’re everywhere! And I can’t help but think, “I want my child to be here.” Whew… I’m tired.
What can I say?
I think that I have reached the point… how can I say it… I’m tired of talking (or in this case writing) about when the baby arrives. I want the baby to be here already. Or maybe I can write about something else. No. The baby is the only thing that I’m thinking about; the only thing that I am planning for. No disrespect to my family or friends, but the baby dominates my days and nights. I want this soooooooo much. It is scary because I can’t think of anything in my life that I’ve wanted so bad.
O.K. I said it. I want this baby. I love this baby. For years I’ve been praying for this baby. And for the longest time I was afraid to ask for this baby. But now I am at the point that I want the baby so bad that it is wearing me down from thinking about it all of time. And it’s only 22 weeks into the pregnancy.
I’m trying to control my emotions. It’s hard. Everywhere I see children. I work with children. There are children in my church, at the stores, and in the restaurants. They’re everywhere! And I can’t help but think, “I want my child to be here.” Whew… I’m tired.
What can I say?
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