Blood

I have to say that I have a fear of blood; especially the blood from Kandis. I came home tonight and Kandis experienced what she called “a little” blood.
My initial reaction was… well,… fear. Why blood? What does this mean?

I asked Kandis if I should take her to the hospital, and she assured me that everything was alright. But there was blood. How can things be “alright” if there’s blood?

Soon the fear turned to concern; Concern for the baby and concern for Kandis. My only thought was “God would not take…” Dismiss that thought. Everything is alright, right?

So we prayed.

Kandis returned to the bathroom about an hour or so later… No blood.

And that’s good, right?

But what about the blood from earlier?

We are both new to this, so this may be normal. I must admit that I don’t know. What I do know is that I don’t want to see anymore blood. And I don’t want to have any more fears.